Friday, October 10, 2008

Two days to go...

I'm glad I've been more consistent with my training than I have with my post updates.

There are now only two days left until the marathon. I've been pretty good througout this week of keeping my nerves about me, and staying focused. It's been so busy lately that it hasn't been too hard to keep my mind on other things. But now sitting on the eve of what will be the third biggest thing I've done in my life (followed behind getting married, and buying a house), my body is reminding me that this isn't going to be just any other weekend. Let's recap..

It was almost a year ago exactly to this coming weekend that I 'announced' to my wife, brother and sister-in-law that I was planning to begin training for the Chicago Marathon. We were in NYC, and had just ran a half marathon out on Staten Island. Fast forward a year, 3 pairs of shoes, over 1500 miles on the roads and trails, and countless adventures running....and here I sit.

I realize at this point, there is nothing else that I can do pre-race day to ensure that I meet the goals that I've set for me during this race. It brings me both relief, and stress. I feel happy, and worried. I feel like a machine, and I feel like I've gained 100 pounds....it's a odd mix of emotions, that I feel I shouldn't be feeling unless I was a 55 year old woman going through menopaus.

My goal is to stay as calm and collected as I can through the race, until I see that finish line....once that happens, Lord only knows what will then ensue. A year of my life has been dedicated to this race, it has encapsulated my thought process much more than it should have (sorry Kensey), and quite honestly, I'm not sure what is going to happen come Monday, day after the race. My parent's asked me what I wanted to do for my birthday...my birthday is only a few weeks away! I have Halloween to look forward to...the Holidays. All of these things have been completley overshadowed by the marathon that looms on the horizon. It's going to be a very odd feeling.

I look forward to being able to not be quite a strict with my training schedule...to be able to eat things that I may crave (I swear I'm going to eat a whole Hungry Howies Pizza..you wait), to be able to spend more time with kensey (thanks babe for the sacrifices you've made), and to have my Saturday mornings back. In the same way, though...I don't think that I'm going to be able to really ever return to a type of running mantra I've done in the past. Without even running the marathon yet, I can understand the people that say that the marathon changes you.

To the few that have read these..um...3 or 4 entries throughout the year. Thank you. Thank you everyone for your support, and your prayers. Say an extra at 9am on Sunday morning.

"Run like the wind!"

1 comment:

cchopp said...

Your going to do great! coach.